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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:17:26 GMT

injury log:
Cut on pinky
Bruised right thumb
sore left thumb
Chafed left pinky toe
Horrible pain on Left toe (no idea what it is)
Right Ankle pain
Cramped calves, both
huge bruise right shin
sore hamstring
Right shoulder blade pain
Strained neck

oww

Monday, December 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 05:57:36 GMT

its raining, its under 30 degrees out, it feels like about 35 in my room, my feet are freezing off, i dont understand this japanese, i got two problem sets due this week, then study cram week, then finals, then finally HOME. mygad. never wanted to go home as badly as i do now

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 11:37:59 GMT

studying sucks so hard. ive found that when your week look so damn bleak, its the little things that keep you going. my little things are: daily show at 11 pm, blasting my baller cheap but awesome speakers when i get back from class at 4, gym endorphins, and ramen. otherwise, lifesuck man

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:44:08 GMT

back in school again. its effing ridiculous how packed my weekdays feel. I have class essentially throughout the day until late afternoon on most days and during the few breaks between classes I hafta go to the scili because my room is so goddamn far away. I then eat dinner and do my nighttime activity, come back to my room and work till sleep. Feels like im running away from a bear or something and if i pause for a minute just to chillax i get eaten. I mean, yeah theres the occasional smash game or period of chillaty but im never really relaxed until the weekend, and even then I get this feeling that I should be doing work, cept i CANT because i NEED the weekend to survive. back to the running analogy, its like im running a marathon and the weekend is water; i dont really NEED it at the moment, it would be nice tho, and in the long run it would keep me refreshed, but if i pause to drink it then i fall a bit behind. how do i feel behind in all of my classes already. fuck

on the bright side, i scored some sweet 50dollar-ish speakers with subwoofer for ten bucks. freshmen outside my window will feel the wrath of paul's wu tang clan music. bwahahahahadammit must sleep

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Sat, 19 May 2007 04:42:48 GMT

Last summer all I wanted to do was hang out with friends, have fun, make the most of my time. I felt this desperate sense of loss whenever I spent a night doing nothing, and at the beginning of the summer I resolved that I would take every opportunity I could to make memories. This summer, for whatever reason, I have a completely different attitude about summer. What I really want is to come out of summer a better person, in terms of accomplishing personal goals like reading and exercise. Thats the difference between senior year summer and freshman year college summer I guess. Senior year summer was all about "lets go places, lets hang out, omg were leaving," and with that attitude it was unavoidable to have the feeling that the fun you had was a bit forced, almost a pre-college requirement. This year? no expectations. Yea, I want to visit and hang out with friends, but we're all growing up, and hell, a few of us dont even live in oak park anymore. This year, I do what I want, even if its by myself, and if in the end I accomplish what satisfies me, then itll be a summer well spent.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Sun, 06 May 2007 16:09:45 GMT

this is just a complaining post because i dont want to do math. so know what pisses me off most about my roommate? He has an absolutely terrible attitude towards everything. Did i just get cursed with roommates who don't do shit or something, because my last roommate never did any homework except maybe once a week, and this one doesnt seem to work unless theres a midterm coming up. Every time i come back to my room at like 10 PM on weekdays or like 3 AM on weekends, im always dead tired, but most of the time i still have to finish up some problem set or meet a deadline, so I'm up even later finishing up my shit. All the time I'm doing this, my roommate is sitting 10 feet from me watching korean dramas on his computer. When I say "all the time" i mean that besides the few times that he works, ive never ever ever seen him do anything in our room besides that. Doesnt read, doesnt write emails, doesnt make phone calls, all he does is watch those stupid fucking tv shows and laugh like a maniac whenever something happens. Plus he talks to his computer in korean and english. Seriously, every 10 minutes he whispers or mumbles something, and when i happen to catch an english phrase theyre usually like "omg!" or "no way..whatever". Now maybe this guy is some sort of socially injured boy whose good at heart and only desperately wants a friend, and I'm being an asshole by making fun of him. Nope, he has friends at home, there was only one time when he was ever on the phone with a friend back home, and the entire conversation was him complaining about the brown system, the excess liberalism, the fallacies of America, the shitty people, whatever. Plus this one time i was telling him about a talent show that was going on, and out of nowhere he was like "omg i hate the talent show" so i ask him why, not understand how anybody could possibly hate a talent show. He says "its just a stupid opportunity for brown students to go 'ooo look how cool i am, look how talented i am'". So I'm like uhh which talent show have you BEEN to at brown, and he says "oh, none." One last thing, its Sunday morning right now, I came home at like 2 AM and went to sleep around 3, I wake up at 11 and scurry to work on my research paper and my math problem set. He went to sleep at around 3 after a long night of watching tv, and he wakes up at 1, and he has the balls to sit in bed and moan about the day to come. What the HELL are you complaining about, you dont do jack shit, youve got nothing to do today but watch your tv shows. eff man, 12 more days of this ish

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:22:48 GMT

"feel anything yet?"
"maybe a little"
"yea me too"
"hm...do you think those stone lions are...the same?? cuz one looks so smoooth. like its mane is so..smoooth!"
"i cant feel my feet"

the beginning of any good night. lolz

Monday, April 16, 2007

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 19:13:26 GMT

i never really understood "april showers bring may flowers" when i lived in california. eff this shit, WHEN MAY COMES, ID BETTER SEE SOME FUCKING FLOWERS

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 17:48:55 GMT

My roommate's schedule for spring break:
1.) Wake up around..noonish. Sits up on his bed and spaces off for about 30 seconds (he does this EVERY DAY ITS SO CREEPY)
2.) Goes back to sleep
3.) Wakes up around 2:30 PM, spaces off again, finally gets up
4.) Goes to bathroom: 2:35 PM
5.) Comes back, goes to computer: 2:35 PM
6.) From here he has two choices, either he watches korean dramas or reads some online comic or something while listening to really bad korean pop on his leaky headphones: 2:37 PM - 3:00 AM
7.) Thats not an exaggeration. He doesnt leave the room. Hes left the room once in the past 5 days to stock up on food.

What the crap. I mean, do what you like with your life, but its kinda annoying to watch somebody waste his existance away while I scramble all day to catch up on work, go to tkd, and make the most of my spring break. Its not like he works hard during the rest of the year and deserves this break either. His schedule during the year is basically the same, plus going to classes and going to meals. Fuckin a, fuck being a science major, im switching to whatever the hell hes doing. econ or some shit.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 18:04:19 GMT

Spring Break:
I'm not going home, ive got no food, ive got no ivy , ive got no tkd practice to keep me busy, ive got lotsa work, ive got no friends left, BUT AT LEAST, I STILL HAVE MY BAG OF SWEDISH FISH, HURRAH.