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| injury log:
Cut on pinky
Bruised right thumb
sore left thumb
Chafed left pinky toe
Horrible pain on Left toe (no idea what it is)
Right Ankle pain
Cramped calves, both
huge bruise right shin
sore hamstring
Right shoulder blade pain
Strained neck
oww
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| its raining, its under 30 degrees out, it feels like about 35 in my room, my feet are freezing off, i dont understand this japanese, i got two problem sets due this week, then study cram week, then finals, then finally HOME. mygad. never wanted to go home as badly as i do now
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| studying sucks so hard. ive found that when your week look so damn bleak, its the little things that keep you going. my little things are: daily show at 11 pm, blasting my baller cheap but awesome speakers when i get back from class at 4, gym endorphins, and ramen. otherwise, lifesuck man
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| back in school again. its effing ridiculous how packed my weekdays feel. I have class essentially throughout the day until late afternoon on most days and during the few breaks between classes I hafta go to the scili because my room is so goddamn far away. I then eat dinner and do my nighttime activity, come back to my room and work till sleep. Feels like im running away from a bear or something and if i pause for a minute just to chillax i get eaten. I mean, yeah theres the occasional smash game or period of chillaty but im never really relaxed until the weekend, and even then I get this feeling that I should be doing work, cept i CANT because i NEED the weekend to survive. back to the running analogy, its like im running a marathon and the weekend is water; i dont really NEED it at the moment, it would be nice tho, and in the long run it would keep me refreshed, but if i pause to drink it then i fall a bit behind. how do i feel behind in all of my classes already. fuck
on the bright side, i scored some sweet 50dollar-ish speakers with subwoofer for ten bucks. freshmen outside my window will feel the wrath of paul's wu tang clan music. bwahahahahadammit must sleep
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| Last summer all I wanted to do was hang out with friends, have fun, make the most of my time. I felt this desperate sense of loss whenever I spent a night doing nothing, and at the beginning of the summer I resolved that I would take every opportunity I could to make memories. This summer, for whatever reason, I have a completely different attitude about summer. What I really want is to come out of summer a better person, in terms of accomplishing personal goals like reading and exercise. Thats the difference between senior year summer and freshman year college summer I guess. Senior year summer was all about "lets go places, lets hang out, omg were leaving," and with that attitude it was unavoidable to have the feeling that the fun you had was a bit forced, almost a pre-college requirement. This year? no expectations. Yea, I want to visit and hang out with friends, but we're all growing up, and hell, a few of us dont even live in oak park anymore. This year, I do what I want, even if its by myself, and if in the end I accomplish what satisfies me, then itll be a summer well spent.
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